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Name: Raven
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Birthday: 10/30/1984
Interests: minimalist art, photography and design, rock/alternative music, LIVES, simple toys, movies with mood, astronomy
Occupation: Coordinator for Int'l Relation
Industry: Visual Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
12/11/2003
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| There is just so much I want to write.
So much happened since I have last written here, but then again my life is always like a roller-coaster.
Up and down up and down up and down.
Life is dramatic and tiring that way but I love the way it is.
Including all the downs.
Time that you can feel down is in fact also limited.
I honestly don't know how much time I have left.
So I just want to grasp every moment and chance I have and treasure all my loved ones.
Although I haven't blogged about my past few months' experience, I'm glad I have taken pictures every single day. Each picture recalls all the thoughts I had when I was taking those pictures.
So I will continue taking pictures. And never forget to treasure.
In case anything happens, please allow me to repeat myself over and over again.
I love you all and appreciate how you all have appeared in my life and shared all the ups and downs together!!
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| 二零零一年的十二份之一，一瞬間就過了。
因為在班裡被選中為去東京就職發表會的成員之一，所以為了趕及發表，
除了星期天，每一天都過著九至九的生活，在學校做啊做，畫啊畫。
回到家，胡亂吃些東西一天就完結了，沒有甚麼時間睡覺，沒有甚麼時間吃飯，
更加不用說結他攝影等興趣。
大概是上年４月入學以來最忙碌的一段時期吧。本來上年１２月也很辛苦，不過比起１月，１２月不算得上甚麼。
期間病倒了好幾次，也在學校暈了幾次。
再加上家裡不停發生令人擔憂的事情，所以情緒也抵受不住壓力低落了好幾次。
一個人身在外國，有甚麼病有甚麼事情也只能一個人咬緊牙關過。
雖然苦成這樣，因為做的是喜歡的事情，所以總算挨得過去。
星期五的東京就職發表會總算順利完結了。
其實比我有天賦的真的很有多人。和我一樣努力的也有很多人。
幸運地因為我懂的言語比較多，所以有一間公司有興趣請我。然後也有另外一個人說會幫我做connection。
總算有點收穫。
我會好好的考慮一下。心裡因為還有想去的地方，所以也會努力報考一下那邊。
希望最後會做到想做的工作。
兩星期後是大阪的就職發表會，所以並未可以完全放鬆。
一直到三月春假前只好繼續努力！！！
謝謝，一直繼續感謝從各地給我支持的朋友。
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| 以不會傷害人的事情作為前提，忠於自己的感覺真的是非常非常暢快的事情。
十多年來一直把自己的感覺都悶在心裡。
想做的事情，想去的地方，需要的東西，自己的意見，喜歡的感覺
不知道在害怕甚麼
也許總是怕為人添上麻煩，又或者是不想浪費金錢
一直只想做個乖孩子，好學生，好好先生
所以永遠在忍受，把眼淚和感覺都給吞下去了
結果身體一次又一次的長瘤（苦笑）
看著身邊或遠方那些只為自己著想的人都會很羨慕，可是自己又做不到
不過這兩年我長大了
特別由上年開始，我愛上了生活，不想再浪費一分一秒
發覺原來忠於自己的感受，說出自己的想法，做自己可以做的事情，感覺可以這麼爽快。
然後可以遇上很多很多的好事。
所以為了身心健康著想，我決定不要再畏縮了。
都是那句：與其後悔自己沒有做一件事情我寧願後悔自己做了一件事情！！！
因為我實在已經錯失了太多，也不知道自己可以活多久。
願大家也好好的珍惜自己的時間，重要的人，還有周圍的人和事。
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| Can't believe my last blog post was 2010/11/24... that is honestly how busy I have been in Nov/Dec!
There were so many changes and happenings for me in both 2009 and 2010, and 2010 has been an extremely busy and challenging year for me.
- Was busy having entrance exams in the beginning of the year, busy settling down in Osaka, busy having qualification exams (had 4 and luckily passed all of them), busy with school in general, working on my designs 9am-9pm at school.
- Went to HK, world expo @ Shanghai, and Seoul. Was my first time to visit Shanghai and Seoul. Lots to see and experience and so much more I want to see after going to the expo!
- Met a lot of great people at school + outside of school. Had plenty of wonderful time.
- Had 2 university friends, 1 high school friend and 2 elementary school friends visit me in Osaka. Lots of sharing and fun time!
- Had a lot of sleep over nights at my place with my classmates/friends. Again lots of quality sharing time.
- Found another lump within myself earlier in the year, glad that it once again wasn't cancerous. Under observation.
- Had many different ongoing issues in my family that make me really worried/stressed/depressed
Most important of all:
Just as any past year in my life - received lots of love and support from all my friends and dears around the world in different forms - whether it's a meet-up, a hug, a kiss, a touch, a prayer, a greeting, a gift, a letter, a post card, a card, an email, a talk on the phone, a text - any form.
The more challenges I have in life the more I feel the love from everyone.
Thank you all so so so much!!!! xoxo
2011 is going to be another challenging year for me as school is going to get EVEN BUSIER =_= with ongoing issues mentioned above. I'll work just as hard as last year (Yes I'm proud enough to say I have been really hardworking) So much to get through but so much I am still passionate with life!!!!
ARRRRRR!!!!!!! Here I come!!!
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| 突然懷念起以往不同的人和事
一切無常，要變的人突然會變，要走的人突然就會走
這個月雖然發生太多事
因為很多考試學校很忙
一直埋頭努力溫習埋首於設計
令自己不會想太多
可是在喝了太多咖啡睡不著的這個時候
突然又想起自己並不屬於任何地方
無論哪裡都不會有完全的歸屬感
有天我會找到自己的家嗎？
一個心裡可以真正覺得和平安全的地方
還是永遠都會繼續像lost child一樣在霧裡亂走？
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有空請去那邊玩～。
カラス＝鴉＝Raven
→香港生まれ、カナダ出身、日本在住
→841030、蠍座、Ｏ型
→美術系専攻、日本語+心理學副専攻卒業
→closet child since 3
→竜太朗海月とネジラーです。海月since 2001.11、ネジラーsince 2007.7
→DEIST since 2000
→LEMONed since 2000
→NO LIVES, NO LIFE
♪好きなバンド
□Plastic Tree
□ネジ。
□radiohead
□etc etc etc......
+ + + + +
♪好きな音楽
□Alternative Rock
□J Rock
□Brit Rock
□Post Rock
★2006-07参戦記録
★2008参戦記録
★2009参戦予定
0124 スピッツ
0129 黒夢
0130 プラ@NHK
0214 COLDPLAY@大阪
0215 COLDPLAY@大阪
0224 TRAVIS@大阪
0319 プラ
0423 ネジ。
0424 KEANE
0517 プラ@東京
0521 プラ@大阪
0717 プラ@名古屋
0720 プラ@金沢
0731 プラ@大阪
0830 プラ@武道館
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